Sporadic.

This endless stream of fate that you have brought upon yourself,

turns out to be the answers to most of your amounting problems.

You see, I'm only here to provide some form of "hope" or whatever that means.

Go ahead and waste your time on this that seems to bring this fake since of joy that will never become true.

People may consider this as an egotistical roundabout of the modern day life or society for that matter.

But all in all, I'm only here for peoples enjoyment...nothing more.

I have everything I could ever want but this darkened cloud of self-doubt always hits me like a freight train and I hate the feeling of being worthless and I have no way of bringing myself to the "normal" state of mind.

Guess I'll always be this way...